One of my favorite songs is performed by Toad the Wet Sprocket. It’s called “Walk On the Ocean”. It’s an oldie but goodie and I’m sure that you probably know it. If you don’t, click on the link and enjoy.
The lyric that resonates with me the most is:
“Now back at the homestead, where the air makes you choke. People don’t know you and trust is a joke,”
Ah life. Ain’t it grand? Sometimes it’s more grand than other times. Quite often it’s of the sarcastic sort. Between the usual stressors of life and the added stressors of life, I am at a tipping point. I’m not so sure it’s a bad thing anymore though.
Trials are part of life. If you’re unhappy you need a change. If you want change you have to make it. Good bad or indifferent, you’re the only one who can do anything about your situation.
My problem is letting go of attachments and fear. I want to make sure that I am doing the right thing. It never fails that when I am at my breaking point ( again) that the universe catches wind of it and then whispers into the ears of people and situations around me and it makes a positive change. Usually though, it’s only temporary. That’s the sad part that I have come to realize.
Holding out hope for anything is just another form of bondage.
Or is that the universe ( or God ) telling me to just be patient and hold on? That’s one way to look at it. Either way, it’s a beautiful day and I decided not to be a headcase and go for a walk at the Indiana Dunes National Lakeshore at West Beach.
The West Beach location is small. In the summer time it is usually crowded down on the beach, but not so much out on the hiking trails. Admittedly, the hiking trails around the West Beach location, aren’t a whole lot to shout about. I enjoy them nonetheless.
I think the best part of exploring the area is climbing to the top of the ominous looking staircase and taking in the views. If you care to check out the photo gallery, the staircase is pictured in the fourth photograph. It looks challenging to some, but it’s worth the climb.
From the top of the staircase you are above the pines. You have a 360 view of the area. On a clear day you can see the city of Chicago. You can also see this in the gallery on photograph number eight.
I was alone in the park. The final patrons were returning to their vehicles when I arrived. I was lone. This is the way that I prefer it most of the time. I have been hungering for time to myself. This is the best way to get it. I passed by an older gentleman who was walking an Afghan Hound on a leash. I’m sure he thought there was something wrong with me by the way that I was staring. I’d never seen an Afghan Hound in person.
I didn’t have any of my dogs with me.
I started out my hike by walking along the path to the stairs. I made it to the stop and paused for awhile, taking in the views. The sun was out, the day was clear and you could see Chicago in the distance. It’s approximately 40 miles from where I was standing to the city limits.
I made my way down the back side of the stairs into the dunes. Most of this section of the park is fenced off to keep people from disturbing the dunes. Humans cause a lot of damage in addition to the natural changes that are also occurring. We needs fences and signs to remind us to leave things alone.
I enjoy this section of the stairs going down because you’re above the pines and also at tree level. There is just something about the pines that I like. More than just the smell. They make me happy. They make me feel peaceful.
I eventually landed on the beach. Lake Michigan is beautiful no matter what season it is. In my opinion though, the best sunsets come in the fall. In the wintertime, the lake will eventually freeze over in some spots.
If you look at the photographs you will see what are known as “ice shelves”. This is basically the frozen edge around the water. The waves crash against the store and bit by bit it freezes. If you look at the photographs you will see where the shelf has formed ( in this spot ) approximately 20-30 feet onto the lake.
I went against the warnings and walked out onto the shelf until I was about 6 feet from the edge. I took great care to make sure I didn’t slip and fall and also listened to paid attention to any movement or change that would indicate it wasn’t going to hold my weight. I wasn’t over concerned. It’s been pretty cold lately.
I stood on the edge for quite awhile. Just looking. Thinking. I also managed to take some photographs and make a couple of videos. It held the peace I was looking for and it made me forget what was on my mind when I left my vehicle in the lot.
After I made my way off the ice, I sat down on a small log that was frozen in place on the edge of the grass and the sand. I sat there for quite awhile just to watch the waves crash into the shelves, and to listen.
On a humorous note, when it was time for me to leave, I walked towards the bath house, which is where I usually exit to go out to the road that leads to the parking lot. I didn’t realize until I had gone up the steps to the building that the giant garage doors were down and the bars were up. I couldn’t pass through to leave.
Instead of going all the back from the way I came, I decided to take the only other option available.I walked around the stone pillar and went underneath the bath house. Much like structures built along the ocean, the bath house sits up on concrete pillars to protect it from real high tides and or flooding.
That was an adventure.
It was a good day.
It was a good weekend.
I hope that you’ll check out my gallery that’s included in this post in addition to the short video below. This video is the first one that I have uploaded to YouTube in almost 7 years! It’s only 17 seconds long. Long enough for you to get the gist of what Lake Michigan is like at this time of year on a calm day.